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R e A l I t Y by Seaderial00, literature

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R e A l I t Y

I am scared, and so alone, in my own sheltered box. Self centered and rude, unkind to many people, yet that doesn't stop it; the shadow dwelling beast within me. The mask of my smile, has plastered well on the victim, self absorbed and inconsiderate, no feeling at all.. Insibordinate, these things I see, the demons that have haunted, and planted their seed. The perfect image, the perfect child, is that what you see; when you look in my eyes? Do you see my pain?, Rejection? Isolation? Irritance? It is all there, and all so true, the useless information I hold. The clutch on me is tight, my will is loose, but the rope

TLH: Ghost's story Pt1 by Seaderial00, literature

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TLH: Ghost's story Pt1

The Lone Hunter: Ghost's story (Part one; Introductions on a mourning day) A young man slowly sat at an unmarked grave stone, thoughts began rushing through his head as he sat, the rain pouring down on him. His face turned up towards the heavens as tears, like the rain, flowed endlessly down his cheeks; it was his mother's grave, and surrounding it were his siblings and father's graves as well, to him, it was a day of mourning. His crystal blue eyes continued to stare forward as he stood up, his arm came across his face to wipe the tears and rain away. "Only the weak cry.." His father's voice rang through his head clear as silver, glass bel

The day the world died by Seaderial00, literature

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The day the world died

My life is slowly fading, I cut the cords away, My eyes are finally seeing, Displeasure and dismay. Your pain is too decieving, For my angered view, I lodge the lead into my skin, With only thoughts of you. The arms that wrapped around me, The god to which I pray, Has atlast unprofoundly, Arrived today. The grave is digging deeper, With each and every glare, The lead is seeping deeper, As I watch them stare. The skies are growing darker, The power undefined, The aura of my mother's corpse, Is so sublime. The smell of rotting flesh I hear, Has a deathless ring, All the blood that i've shed to you, All the suffering. As

The eyes by Seaderial00, literature

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The eyes

I woke up earlier than expected this morn; To hear the spearow chirp a saddening tune, My eyes are blurry and unfocused, as my feet toss from the bed. My ears are filled with defeaning silence, That of which has adorned my life for so many years, My dreams I fear are coming true, My life has become a bore. Safe from never knowing, safe from the pain, Eyes tell the pity of one's soul, As they stare dissapointedly out of the window, To the ashen earth below. Never knowing love or rejection, Never knowing kind or forgiving, The eyes tell a story of a million days, All passed by hiding in a cabinet that never really exsisted. Whe

The Dawn Arises by Seaderial00, literature

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The Dawn Arises

I'm not afraid of who I am, As I drift away from this place, My mind and soul in one array, Dancing in another land. Blackened clouds, Raise many questions, Pon' the deep hued horizon, That we call Earth. Deep within crusts o' metal and solid, That's where my happiness lays, Dorment, Shattered, and cold, Along with the hopes of future. Looking into the mirror, It shatters and I turn away, Blood dripping from the porclean corners, Of my pale complexion. Slowly it hits the floor, In rhythmatic proportions, creating the living reason for my hell, Eyes of fear and wings of hatred, Demon of Agony and Angst rises among humans.

This is my reason by Seaderial00, literature

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This is my reason

This is my reason; That reason isn't you, This is my reason; That I'll stay true, This is my reason; Why I'm so relaxed, This is my way, To tell you i'm alright This is my reason; Why my head spins around, Not because of you, Or your friends, Or their friends, but because I'm willing to go on. This is my reason; For you to live, This is my reason; For you to go on, This is my reason; For you to stay strong, This is my reason; For life to continue, This is my reason; For you and I, This is my reason; This is no lie.

Colors of my soul by Seaderial00, literature

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Colors of my soul

Dazed off, Sat simple youth in wonder, Oceans of blue transfixed silently, The god aweful site before them, Confused, Misunderstood, Midjudged by hipocritic laws, Looking at this canvas you created, Empty smiles and tempting lies, So much pain and agony, Are the tones of red and orange. Greens and yellows make up confusion, Fusing with endless deception and devestation. Fuscia and purple make the clouded anticipation of it all, The rush, The feel of anxiety closing in. Greys and blacks mirror like a shadow, following their puppetry master move for move, These are the confused ones of them all. White and vanilla, Such innoce

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Illumination of darkened eyes by Seaderial00, literature

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Illumination of darkened eyes

(A simplest light) (of tortured minds) (all but bright) (below the lines) Beyond the agony of human torture, The eyes that show no emotion, Hours of torment that still go by, yet captavated and aviated by such a lie, My head has felt so much, Obscene agression deep depression, but they seem to think it's just not enough, Illumination of darkened eyes; feeling a wrath of you're broken lies, Humiliation last till the day of deception, they all laugh at me, poke the fun and find, there's nothing left inside- but emptyness of Darkened eyes..

Part 1 of An angels demise by Seaderial00, literature

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Part 2 of angels demise by Seaderial00, literature

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Part 2 of angels demise

I slowly felt my wings withdraw back to my body, i melted in his arms as he held me and kissed my cheek lightly "don't do it Amber..please.." he begged again softly. "I.." I felt anger build inside, if he loved my why wouldn't he let me go get revenge?! when those cruel things murdered my parents, So why should I care about what else happens after i murder them? "If you loved me, truly, then you would let me do this!!" I shouted as i pushed him away and began flying off again, the tears rolled fastly, my wings flapped at a vigorus pace and suddenly i felt a sting in my arm, i turned and saw a black dart with white feathers neatly tucked aroun

unknown o.o by Seaderial00, literature

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unknown o.o

The shadows down the corrider, Blinding lights disorder, Letting go of my sweet love, Letting go of all I had, Dreams are night-mares; In the plaster plaid, Muscles dreary, face cramped from exhastion, my words to family are past tense, they block my thoughts and feelings so, The pain makes it just so emense, armor clatters against cold stone, swords clash, but i just want to go home, Wishing i had never left, these people made me, Such a drone, they have made me, thought it'd be alright to stay, But they've shattered my innocence. Incoherant lies Incoherant lies Everybody dies Everybody dies.

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Denied betrayl by Seaderial00, literature

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Denied betrayl

Two ears pierced, Grey cold gaze, Casted over the edge of the world, Alone you stand, Mouth clenched tight, Lip quivering in decision, she laughs wickedly, Pointing at your Confused soul, While your true friend drowns in black listed whispers, Blonde hair glistened, In such a damned hellish light, Fear shrouding over you, As demons'a flight, Nose upturned, you shunned it all, back turned, the entire time; As cries plunged deeper into the oil, Hand reached up towards your own Ignored you did, Flashing one quick gaze before walking on, Blooming Hell behind your path, Soon you fall like your friends before you.

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Seaderial00

Nov 15, 2004

Leaving...

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Leaving DA as soon as I become unlazy enough to delete everything..I've come to the realization that a fucking 9 year old can do anything better than I can and I have about no talent at all...

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Seaderial00

Nov 10, 2004

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Going to Arizona, to live with my Father. Scanner possible there, maybe I'll scan some comics or something. I feel like pewp, so yes.. I need a hug... Anyways....No one seems to be liking the story I posted, and no one likes my poems.. maybe I should just quit making them and realize I have just about no talents at all? Maybe.. FRENDZKTHXLOL (I'll add more when I remember who. o.o) ------------------------- ~shifts (https://www.deviantart.com/shifts) :iconTerranorn: :iconpsychbreak: :iconxXJennyXx: :iconFaenikins: ------------------------ CLUBS. =o ----------------------- :iconwolfsrainclub:

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Seaderial00

Nov 3, 2004

Woopdeedooda..

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Updating.. Perhaps a new poem.. I'm getting homeschooled now if any of you were wondering.. Missing a few friends, both from the net and irl. :l... FRENDZKTHXLOL (I'll add more when I remember who. o.o) ------------------------- ~shifts (https://www.deviantart.com/shifts) :iconTerraNorn: :iconAzurelonefox: :iconFaenikins: :iconglaciess: :iconPsychbreak: :iconXxJennyxX: ------------------------ CLUBS. =o ----------------------- :iconwolfsrainclub:

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xXJennyXx

Jul 18, 2005

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Ok This Is The Sex Bunny
If You Recieve This Bunny
That Means Your Fuckin Sexy
If You Get This Back
That Means Your Even Sexier
Pass This Bunny On To 10
Of Your Friends, If You Fail
You Will Be Cursed With
10 Years Of Bad Sex-HaHa
HAVE FUN!!!
Ya got the sex bunny CONGRATS!

xxdarkpixiexx

Jul 28, 2004

thank's for the comment

Seaderial00

Jul 29, 2004

Sure, your poem really deserved it. If you feel bad, hope you feel better.

xxdarkpixiexx

Jul 29, 2004

dun worry bout it...it's just bout me and an ex of 2 years splitin...I'm taking it hard but with a smile

...can't get no wher ein life if you dont' pretend

Seaderial00

Jul 29, 2004

Ahh. Damn. :/ I can't say that I've been there, but I feel for you, you'll find someone better, though. ^_^

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xXJennyXx

Jul 22, 2004

YOU'VE BEEN HIT IN THE FACE WITH A GUMMY BEAR!!!
And you have been given a bag of gummy bears to throw back!
So throw them at the next innocent person that standing near you!

RULES!!!
1-You must throw gummy bears at at least '6' people!
Your ammunition!
2-You can't throw a gummy bear at the person who threw one at you.
3-Unfortunately, you can't eat them.
4-Start spreading the gummy bear throwing love around DA!

Let the chucking commence!

Infaenyte

Jun 4, 2004

Thanks for dev watching me!

And thanks for the comment too.